tribular
/ˈtraɪbjʊˌlɑr/Definitions
1. verb
to feel or express a mixture of emotions, especially conflicting ones such as guilt and resentment
“The victim tribulated about the injustice she faced, torn between anger and sadness.”
2. noun
a person who is experiencing or expressing a mixture of conflicting emotions
“The tribular individual struggled to cope with the news of their loved one’s passing.”