rueful
/ˈrɛufəl/Definitions
1. adjective
feeling or expressing regret or sorrow, especially for something that has happened
“She felt a rueful smile spreading across her face as she remembered her mistake.”
2. adjective
reluctantly accepting or resigned to a situation
“He had a rueful expression on his face as he looked at the stack of unpaid bills.”
3. noun
a feeling of regret or sorrow
“She felt a pang of rueful nostalgia for her childhood home.”