notself
/ˈnɒtsɛlf/Definitions
1. noun
the aspect of a person’s character that is not in harmony with their true self, especially a repressed or hidden part of their personality.
“Her ‘notself’ struggled with the decision to pursue a new career path.”
2. noun
the aspect of a person that is not authentic or genuine, especially in a social or public context.
“The politician’s ‘notself’ was revealed when he was caught in a scandal.”