misdesire
/mɪsˈdɪzər, -ˈdaɪzər/Definitions
1. noun
A strong feeling of dislike or aversion, especially one that is based on a mistaken or unfounded perception.
“She had a misdesire for the city after visiting it once.”
2. verb
To feel or express a strong dislike or aversion to something.
“He misdesires the idea of living in a crowded city.”