loath
/loʊθ/Definitions
1. verb
feeling or showing a strong dislike or reluctance to do something
“I’m loath to admit it, but I’m running out of time.”
2. noun
a feeling of strong dislike or reluctance
“His loath of public speaking was evident as he fumbled through his speech.”
3. adjective
feeling or showing a strong dislike or reluctance
“It’s a loathsome task to clean the bathroom every week.”