goshawful
/ˌɡoʊʃæˈwɪfəl/Definitions
1. adjective
unpleasantly shocking or disturbing, especially because of its ugliness or unpleasantness.
“The goshawful state of the abandoned factory shocked everyone who saw it.”
2. noun
a person or thing that is unpleasantly shocking or disturbing.
“The goshawful condition of the city was a major concern for local residents.”