coadmire
/ˈkɒʊ.ə.dɪər/Definitions
1. verb
to regard or look at with a mixture of admiration and disapproval, often due to something being excessive or overindulged.
“She coadmired the opulent decorations in the mansion, feeling both impressed and critical of the extravagance.”
2. noun
the act of admiring and disapproving something at the same time, often due to its excess or overindulgence.
“The coadmire of the expensive jewelry in the store was evident on the faces of the onlookers.”