bitterful
/ˈbɪtərfəl/Definitions
1. adjective
experiencing or showing a strong feeling of sadness or regret
“After the breakup, she felt bitterful and isolated.”
2. noun
a feeling of sadness or regret, especially one that is intense or overwhelming
“The bitterful mood hung over the city like a dark cloud.”
3. adverb
in a way that is characterized by strong feelings of sadness or regret
“She felt bitterful and disconnected from the world around her.”