begrudge
/ˈbɛɡrʌdʒ/Definitions
1. verb
to feel or show resentment or bitterness towards someone for something they have received or achieved
“She begrudged her sister’s good fortune.”
2. noun
a feeling of resentment or bitterness, especially one felt by someone who believes they have been unfairly treated or denied something
“Her begrudge towards her former employer kept her from getting a reference.”
3. verb
to give or provide something unwillingly or reluctantly
“He begrudged the money, but paid it anyway.”