agonize
/əˈɡoʊnaɪz/Definitions
1. verb
to suffer or feel intense pain or distress, often in a way that is mentally or emotionally unbearable
“She agonized over her decision for hours.”
2. verb
to feel anxious or troubled about something
“He agonized about his upcoming exams.”
3. verb
to struggle or make great efforts to do something
“The team agonized to come back from a 10-point deficit.”